"And we
know that in all things God works for the good of
those who
love Him, who have been called according to his
purpose." ----------------------(Romans
8:28)
I
believe that. I also believe that God works in
amazing ways for those who need him. He brought
that lesson home to me in a powerful way one
beautiful September Sunday morning, but let me back
up a little...
I'm
a musician. That's all I've wanted to be for as
long as I can remember, and since the age of 15,
music has been a rather successful part of my life.
I'm also a Christian. Born and raised in the
church, I accepted Christ as my Savior when I was
ten. Twelve years later, God brought my soon-to-be
wife, Pam, and I to the point where we turned our
lives completely over to Him, and He became our
Lord. Not long after this we felt God was calling
us to serve Him with our music. We were hesitant at
first, but God began to give me songs that touched
the lives of those who heard them. Soon it was
apparent that this was God's purpose for our lives,
so we cut an album of original songs and began
ministering to churches throughout the
Midwest.
Saturday,
September 21, 1996 was a very special day. Grandma
offered to babysit our 16 month old daughter Kayla
while Pam & I went out. Those of you without
young children won't understand what a rare treat
this is, but believe me, it's special. Later that
night after we all returned home, Pam was putting
Kayla to bed when I felt a song coming on. I sat
down at the piano and words of comfort and peace
flowed along with a simple, soothing melody. In my
songwriting experience, God composes the good
songs, I just write them down, and for the bad ones
I take full credit. This time the words and melody
came to me complete except for the last half of the
second verse. I knew this was a good song and
anxiously wanted to hear the finished product. But
the more I hurried, the more I realized that these
were my words, and they just weren't right.
Frustration set in. Finally, I stopped and prayed
as I should have in the first place. "God, this is
your song. Help me finish it the way You want it to
be." Almost immediately I sang, "I still need to
feel a loving Father's touch..." and the song was
finished. The words and emotions expressed here
weren't my own, but I knew God had written it for
someone. It was a keeper.
As
soon as the last notes faded, I had the feeling
that someone needed to hear this message the
following morning in church. Even though Pam and I
musically minister to many churches, we aren't
comfortable singing specials at our own church
unless we are asked. That's why I prayed, "God, I'm
not sure about singing this tomorrow, but if it is
Your will, show me a sign and I'll do it." With
that I thanked God for the song and went to
bed.
Sunday
morning came and no sign. But the feeling was still
strong as we pulled into the parking lot of Christ
United Methodist church. I approached Pastor Bill
with the urge I felt to sing this song for someone
who needed to hear it. Without hearing or knowing
anything about the song itself, he inserted it in
the service after the children's time.
As
soon as the children prayed and filed out of the
sanctuary, I quietly went to the piano and
explained to the congregation that I felt someone
needed to hear this new song. Barely ten hours
after it had been given to me, I began to play and
sing "Hold Me." As I finished and returned to my
seat, several sniffles arose from the congregation.
Pam tapped me on the leg and pointed to the
bulletin. There in bold letters was the sermon for
today, titled "Lord, Hold Me In Your Arms." I felt
a tingle run the length of my spine. Our pastor was
sitting where he couldn't hear the words I sang,
but as he preached his sermon, it was almost
identical to the song, right down to the
illustration in the first verse. Coincidence? I
don't believe in those anymore. I smiled and
thought, "God, I would have been happy with a
little sign. You didn't have to rearrange the whole
morning worship service."
When
the service was finished, several people approached
us in tears. "I know why God gave you that song,"
they said. "It was for me." Several letters also
arrived during the following week with the same
sentiments. They added that if the song hadn't
occurred in that exact spot in the service, they
would have missed it.
I
tell this story not to claim any credit or glory
for what happened that morning, but to show that we
serve an awesome God who loves His children enough
to come to us when we need Him. God doesn't promise
our Christian walk will be free from pain, but He
promises to always walk beside us. God gave this
song to me as a gift, but He didn't intend for me
to keep it myself. That's why Pam and I share this
story and song in all our concerts. We've seen
thousands of people touched by this simple, yet
eternal message: God is always there, waiting with
arms open wide to love you through whatever storms
you face. All you have to do is ask.
HOLD ME
I
remember as a child, how I feared the stormy
nights,
The wind would pound upon my window pane.
I'd jump out of bed, run to mom and daddy's
room,
With a quiver in my voice I would
say...
Hold
me, oh I need you,
Wrap your arms around me, hold me tight.
I won't ask you, to make the hard times go
away,
Just hold me, till this storm passes
by.
Now
I'm not a child, but my fears are still the
same,
Though the storms I face are of a different
kind.
I still need to feel, a loving father's touch,
So Lord please hear my heart's humble
cry...
Hold
me, Lord I need You,
Wrap Your arms around me, hold me tight.
I won't ask You, to make the hard times go
away,
Just hold me, till this storm passes
by.
I
won't ask You, to make the hard times go away,
Just hold me, till this storm passes by,
Jesus hold me, till this storm passes
by.